Mind Blown

I just can’t seem to get over the way
He touches me without even touching me
and that’s what touched me
He made my mind cum 😩
understand this feeling y’all
Something different very unique
I’d wait forever for you
Mind gone mind blown

Hurt or Hope

Holding on can hurt more than letting go
 So just let it all go and be thru 🤷🏽‍♀️
Easier said than done
 If holding on hurts more than letting go
Why do we choose to endure the hurt
 instead of letting go and easing the pain
Fact is
We’re not really holding on to the hurt but more so the hope
The hope of things going back to what it used to be
When it was happiness, laughter, deep conversations and joy
The hope of knowing all the time and effort
wasn’t just for nothing
Wasn’t just for arguing, fighting and lonely nights
Hopes that strangers that became friends aren’t strangers again
Holding on to hope even when it hurts
 Hoping that all good things don’t always come to an end

Forever Yours

I just needed you to be for me like you swore you’d be
like you swore you’d catch me if I fall
well Um,
I FELL
AND
      you didn’t catch me
bruised my head heart and ego
and
YOU?
     Well, Yea you fell too
      right into another woman’s arms... AGA😤...
right into ANOTHER woman’s arms...AGAIN ... 😪
you leave me,
left me hurt, confused and crying
Crazy thing if you wanted to come back I’d let you
🤦🏽‍♀️without even thinking No hesitation
Cuz inside I’m DYING, dying to feel
your touch
         your kiss
    your presence 😩
dying to feel you inside of me again
To hear your voice that sends vibrations down my spine
To hear you say that you love me
Even though now I know
    But you’re forever in my heart I wish you the best a prayer for you I’ll always say 😘
   
                                        Forever Yours

Thoughts!!

        truth be told you can never forget me even when you forget me
I’m embedded in your memory
mind body and soul
had to gracefully bow out
but never did I fold
held some things in cried a lot of it out
kept some things away
trying to punish you for punishing me
in the end it was only me punishing ME
you moving on and being “happy“
 me holding on... hoping and waiting
Waiting and hoping...
 me realizing I’m in this ring alone..
Yea I was fighting, fighting, MYSELF
Reality hits me like
 GIRL! you got this pick yourself UP
Never be afraid to
start over, start fresh, start smarter, start stronger, start wiser
you are YOU!! I know I’m  gonna be ALRIGHT!!!